Another work week

I just feel I should be posting something. What can I say? I'm feeling a lot better since my last post. It's been a sad work week. I lost another participant. One that was such a sweetheart. It was sudden. She was young and came to the program for a social outlet. She was one that always wanted to come to my groups and we would have great conversations. I get so tired and sad when that happens. By God's grace however; I think I handle it a lot better then how I used to. I react... but rather then get depressed I let Him remind me that there is still over 100 people that need my attention. I just pray that I don't become numb to what goes on around there.
Some good things have also happened this week. I'm getting closer to people and my job asked me to be featured in next months news letter. They gave me a sheet of questions to answer. My co-workers will get to know me a little better. A question I hear often is "Vivian, why are you so secretive". I'm almost done with the sheet except I'm stuck on questions: What do you like best about your job?, What motivates you?, and If you had the chance to do something again what would it be? I'm sure it will work out.

Where is it?

I don't know why I'm so subject to loosing things. Most people loose things occasionally but I am the queen. I don't just loose my keys. I loose my car in the parking lot, my cup at work, cell phone, purse, CDs, retainer, food and many other nick nacks. The things I loose however are not what make me queen. I loose the same thing repeatedly though out the day. It gets very annoying. Why has God chosen to make me like this? He only knows. Last night I had to add my voice to the list. I looked for it this morning but I couldn't find it anywhere. It's just gone. If anybody happens to find it let me know. I don't use it that much but it's very important to me. Thanks.

Blocked

I have so many things to write about. My attempt to get them down however; has not been going well. I don't think I'm supposed to be doing this tonight. Therefore; I have decided to take a break. I will come back at a different time and hopefully have better results.